i can't push it so much

i think that i need to start taking it easier. i was pushing it too much which is probably why i had a little seizure last week while i was in my walker. i don't know if i'm going to get into college again because i don't know if taking classes and trying to get better and get my strength up to walk is wise to do both at the same time right now. i can't push it and these damn pills that i'm taking are making me tired. i want to get off of taking the seizure meds but the appointment with the neurologist on tuesday morning is to decide about those meds and what to do about the seizures. i haven't had any since i got out of the hospital. i wanted my grandma to come with me to the appointment to see the neurologist but that stupid bitch of a case manager had to schedule it early in the morning and it's so soon that we can't really tell them that we want it switched so short of notice. i need to do something about this appointment, i need it switched. i probably won't get it switched though.